B R O K E N H E A R T E D

okay so it's about juber special extreme 999 that my friends and i played on this 'special' day. we must do things that we afraid of and make us ashamed so much. we played on second break and the first turn is mine!


so i must told what i feel to my ex-boyfriend,Mahesa. AND I WAS SO NERVOUS! that i scream and did unusual things haha.. then my friends asked him to go out of his class BUT HE DIDN'T WANT TO! o m g i feel like i want to jump out of the window or banging my head toward my locker okay it's too drama



then i went to his class,and stood in front of him and said: "ca,gue lg maen juber dan gue disuruh nembak lo" AND IT'S JUST A STUPID REASON the truth is it's not because the dare game,but i honestly told about my true feeling to him!!!


then i said: "gue masih sayang sama lo,lo mau ga balikan ma gue?" once more time,IT'S A TRUTH! it's true that i really really love him and wanna get back together like it was.



then i felt like my world is spinning around and covered by black ink that spilled out,i felt like the sky is explode and the doomsday has come. but no,it just a three words that made me cried A LOT like a crazy woman that lost her baby! he said: "SORRY,SAYANGNYA NGGAK"



okay today isn't bad but SO MUCH BAD! i was rejected by my loved one but still i won't give up and i will never.



enough for the cry session,dan beralih ke bahasa indo,fajar temen gue yg terlalu kreatip membuat sesuatu yang bikin shock gue. katanya itu namanya robot alpha dari power ranger,lihat ini:


alpha: aiyaya!

kewl huh? c u asap! dan gue masih sayang beneran sama lo ma he sa,mau ga balikan ma gue?!

broken-hearted & never give up,
Camelia :'((


p.s: coba orangnya baca blog gue,so he will knows what i feel