some photos & some stories

raga,saski,rigo,fiska,gue,virda (kok lala-nya gaada -_-)

last thursday, september 17th 2009,(our first day of holiday too!) is my best best friend forever: LALA's BIRTHDAAAY :DD!! let's sing a song: happy L day,Lala happy L day,Lala!

party-nya sih cuma di rumahnya aja kita maen2 gajelas trus makan2 trus si lala mukulin pinata-nya lalu photo session yg hueboh etc etc terus gue br balik jam 10 dianterin sm hadi and his innova lalu kejebak macet arus mudik ew -_- akhirnya smpe rumah br jam 11.

fiska,lala,virda,gue,afi (fia's sist),fia,ava,tata,saskia

ini foto pas buka puasa bersama wktu itu @ sushi tei pim,ceritanya dah gue ceritain di post bawah2 hehe,muka gue ga keliatan jd putih bgt begitu

light buzz

by fiska's slr. tadinya cuma buat iseng2 doang si fiska nge-goyangin kamera-nya pas lg diteken shutter-nya (apa deh tuh nama efeknya,sorry gue bukan anak fotografi),pas dia liat dia lsg heboh girang sendiri. katanya keren jadinya,dan hebatnya foto2 lainnya gak sebagus ini katanya. emg deh modelnya canggih sih

udah ah segitu aja,btw happy lebaran & idul fitri everyone,minal aidin wal faidzin okaay. and happy holiday too & happy mudik & happy pulang kampung etc etc

dan gue belom beli baju lebaran,tp gpp lah,ga penting pake baju baru yang penting hati-nya baru (quote bye hadi) haha okey dokey bye bye everyone,i'm going on holiday noow!

ho-ho-ho-leh-deheey,

Camelia ;))

B R O K E N H E A R T E D

okay so it's about juber special extreme 999 that my friends and i played on this 'special' day. we must do things that we afraid of and make us ashamed so much. we played on second break and the first turn is mine!


so i must told what i feel to my ex-boyfriend,Mahesa. AND I WAS SO NERVOUS! that i scream and did unusual things haha.. then my friends asked him to go out of his class BUT HE DIDN'T WANT TO! o m g i feel like i want to jump out of the window or banging my head toward my locker okay it's too drama



then i went to his class,and stood in front of him and said: "ca,gue lg maen juber dan gue disuruh nembak lo" AND IT'S JUST A STUPID REASON the truth is it's not because the dare game,but i honestly told about my true feeling to him!!!


then i said: "gue masih sayang sama lo,lo mau ga balikan ma gue?" once more time,IT'S A TRUTH! it's true that i really really love him and wanna get back together like it was.



then i felt like my world is spinning around and covered by black ink that spilled out,i felt like the sky is explode and the doomsday has come. but no,it just a three words that made me cried A LOT like a crazy woman that lost her baby! he said: "SORRY,SAYANGNYA NGGAK"



okay today isn't bad but SO MUCH BAD! i was rejected by my loved one but still i won't give up and i will never.



enough for the cry session,dan beralih ke bahasa indo,fajar temen gue yg terlalu kreatip membuat sesuatu yang bikin shock gue. katanya itu namanya robot alpha dari power ranger,lihat ini:


alpha: aiyaya!

kewl huh? c u asap! dan gue masih sayang beneran sama lo ma he sa,mau ga balikan ma gue?!

broken-hearted & never give up,
Camelia :'((


p.s: coba orangnya baca blog gue,so he will knows what i feel